Tuesday, October 25, 2005


i miss you, bloggie.

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Half a Year

6 months.. I've been together with Liyana for six whole months. I thought it was like yesterday i got together with her. It felt like last week when i held hands in the car with her and asked her. It felt like hours ago when she said yes. As scary as it is, im so fucking happy to be with her. I couldn't ask for anything more in a girl. Liyaba, u may not read this and i may have never said it to u, but i am head-over-fucking-heels in love with you.

Anyway, remember when i said physics nearly killed me? It did. Just found out that i left 10 questions empty for my objective and ended up getting a 22/50. Maybe it was a 22/40. Thats sounds better. Nevertheless, i need to get at least 26/40 for my paper 3 and i've did my research and it seems like to get more then 24 is indeed.. impossible. Good job Fazil, u sure are a FUCKING GENIUS !

English on the other hand, was probably the best paper i ever did in terms of how well i THINK im gonna do. It was at least 800 words..hoho. I wrote the one where u have to start ur essay with "I think today is gonna be one of those days where nothing much happened". Haha, i concluded the story with something like this "It was only in the morning when i thought that nothing was going to happen, Mr.Siva (yes, he was in my essay) didn't punish me for coming 2 hours late, Liyana (she's in it too !) talked to me, and i scored 6 goals against a bunch of college bullies. Perhaps I was wrong." Oh my god, that's some Dan-fucking-Brown shit eh? Hahahaha..*cough*

Yes ! i blogged for 2 days in a row. Hope you're happy Krystal. =] And i didnt even mention Star Wars.

Friday, May 20, 2005


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I dont think she's that hot..what do you think? =]

Fuck Me.. 2 Months?

Hmm got knows how the hell i got through 2 months without blogging, (sorry krystal) but here i go.

Firstly, i have recruited a new member in my very own i-know-fazil-is-gay-cuz-he-has-a-blog-club, which is Eugene. Knew him for almost a year already, a fellow troop leader himself for 5th petaling. Funny how i never mentioned about him throughout my blogs..hmm.

Apart from exams, everybody know the biggest hype at the moment is Epi-fucking-sode III : Revenge of the Sith. Ok, im not exactly a star wars nerd but i have to give it to them, especially after watching that sweet-ass trailer which had that Palpatine guy turning into some kind of a monster and started flashing his lightsaber at Mace 'the coolest fucking jedi ever' Windu, played by Samuel L. Jackson (one of the most god-like actors ever),then it was Natalie 'the stripper in Closer' Portman, then it was a glimpse of Anakin Skywalker with his new look (black robe, long-hair scar on his face), then Natalie Portman, then ugly-ass Ewan Mcregor as Obi, Natalie Portman and of course the fully transformed.. Darth Vader. Omigawd, i swear i have never been so excited since the Matrix Sequels (they were shit btw), but i just have this gut feeling that it will indeed 'do a Revolutions' then 'do a Return of the King'.

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Hoho, look what i found. The words ur looking for is 'Oh my god..'

Physics was a killer today. I don't know how in the fucking hell that i actually thought that there are only 45 questions in paper 1 that made me leave out the remaining 5. So i only did 45 question and i didnt know how to do 15. Fuck, i've to get at least 40 marks for my paper 3 to get at least 60% for my physics.. C'mon Fazil you can do it, i thought u were the physics king!?

Perhaps not.. Oh well.

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Two random pics, pic of me in Ipoh for a cousin's wedding and a pic of.. Yea, my boys.

Getting a little sleepy, gonna sleep now, but wait. Since we're in a Star Wars mood (not anymore actuall but fuck it), i came across this pic.

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Imagine the impact it had 15 years after The Return of the Jedi, the story of the origin of Darth Vader is about to be told. This magnitude of the impact it has on Star Wars geeks is much more then the World Cup does for me as this is like more then a decade and a half of waiting. I know, the movie is 4 fucking years old (it sucked too) but i really do think it's the best teaser poster i've ever seen.

Thats all for now, English.. here i come !

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Eh? I Have a Blog?

Yes, i do. Was it like what? 3 weeks without blogging. Well, im not Krystal so it doesnt have a huge impact on me. Hehe.

So exam's over. Technically it isnt. Since we have that stupid EST paper this Monday. Although there's no scouts buuut i still hafta wake up just as early tomorrw. Form 4's had to come up with a performance for this Malam Kebudayaan at SMK Tropicana tomorrow night and im suppose to make sure dat it isn't well ...lame. I am expecting the worst by the way. Goldielocks and the 3 bears? How bad can it be?

Let me see what i can remember in the last three weeks. Oh yea, me and Liyana cheated on that once a month thingy. Hehe, during the holidays.. I participated in this Leo project in Taylor's College. It's somtin like they give us a chance to see what college life is like. Boring at times, and of course all the fun came from time spending with her. Mentor of the day was of some guy Fabian.
Yadda yadda kissed her at Mcdonald's and made like 10 ppl stare yadda yadda yadda. And it was over.

And then, yea, my brother left for NS. Hmm, the guy whose been with me every single day of my fucking life ever since the day i was born. Will be away for three months. Well, it wasnt that bad when he left cuz he came back a week after that for a dental appointment. But when he left again, hat was when it hit me really hard. He slept on his bed while i was studying physics. My mum called, he got up, took his bags, and left the room. I tried to act like it was nothing by just looking at my book. Then he got back into the room, hugged me and said "See you in 3 weeks bro, if i can get out." I was like "Yea, take care weih." Then he walked out the door. I went into the bathroom and stared at the mirror. Never seen my eyes so damn red before. I could see my face change. It didnt take a second after that for me to start weeping. Like a baby. It's been months since i cried but it was nothing compared to this. 3 months, without my brother. I rather go through the same feeling when Christine cheated on me for another 8 more times.

What else?

Fuck. 3 weeks! Is my life really that boring. Hmm, maybe im just out of form. Bargh. Maybe i'll post some pics to keep Krystal entertained. Hehe.

It's confirmed, we're loosers. haha.
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Top two : Camp
Bottom three : Bro/NS

Sunday, March 06, 2005

Run Run Run / Cute Cute Recruits

It's been one week since my last blog. Hehe.. Krystal is already complaining and, well, in some ways, i am kinda dissapointed in myself too. I better start to learn to be commited to something instead of relationships.

Merentas Desa was ok. I kinda had fun going around with Ben and King spraying everybody's hair purple..Haha. And then accusing them for betraying their houses later on cuz i sprayed all the house captains..Mwahha. Well, i went to Atria with Liyana after the run. And i just realize that that place is as sad as hell. Haha, there was like absolutely noone there..Migawd. It was fun, nevertheless. For some reason Liyana seems to be allergic to cameras everytime i pop my Kodak out she'll be like "Get that thing the fuck away from me." Haha.. Damn shez vulgar, but yea.. I find it kiiinddaa hawt. Hehe. Liyana had to stay back for her banner painting thingy but i had to go. Since she was staying back, i decided to play handball in school after prayers.
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Merentas Desa.. 2 Bottom Pics : Liyana's Banner and Handball

Nothing much to say about handball, just the fact that i got to spend a lil more time with Liyana is 'nuff. Hmm.

Recruit Camp. Well before that, Liyana called me at 5am cuz she promised that shez gonna tell me somtin 'corny'. Hehe.. but i couldnt wake up on time. She did call, but i was to groggy to talk to her. Aiz, fuuuck me lar!

Back to the camp, it started of with building the commando crawl, i was in-charge of the the "climbing over the tembok" station so all i had to do was well, clean the area. Probably first time in my scouting life i got such an easy job. Then after that, was training the juniors marching, migawd.. i swear i nearly killed myself while teaching them..Eek. The commando crawl was fun, Simon's station was the "ultimate" station. It was this really long 'pond' that we dug ourselves which was one foot deep and maybe 10meters long. The juniors had to crawl through it..Hoho. But i also had fun at my station, i got to teach all of 'em how to.. er.. ponteng school. Haha. None of them could climb over themselves, haha. So i had to help them by teaching them a thing or two i learnt from cheerleading.. Did i say cheerleading? No, i meant First Aid Course. Hmm. But of course after that we had to cover back the big pond that we dug. So, yea.. it was like fucking prison work. If only we had a big black metal ball chained to our legs.. It would complete the look. Hehe.
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From top to bottom : Before, after and after after.
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Teaching kids how to skip school.

The 2nd day fun. No commando crawl so it was kinda chilling. I got the chance to be the knots examiner, so i got to like bully the kids a lil..Haha. God they were so damn cute lar. Haha. During the closing ceremony, we finally got our first seniority badge..few. After 4 months of waiting we finally got it..Mwahha. Well, i forgotten to take a group pic but, there was this girl who passed all her tests came to me and said, "Sir, i think i earned this badge because of you testing me knots, thx a lot sir!" That reaaally made my day.
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Recruit Camp, you get the picture.

But duringg the camp, Liyana dropped by after her leo project. We talked, and she told me when i said that i was crazy to worry about me being a bad boyfriend because she said that shez happy that im hers. Fooh, i couldnt stop smiling. That was until she tried to kiss me, man.. I actually stepped back and say.. "I can't" Reason being that i was still participating in the camp and i was in my uniform. Fuck, i turned down a kiss.. Didnt know i was so fucking dedicated to scouts. Wallaueih. It was a mixture of beinf proud and dissapointed at the same time. Aihz., fuck me man.

Aiz, camp is over so there is only one thing left. Exams. Till then, this is what i have to spill on mr.blogger right now.

Saturday, February 26, 2005

A Bad Day So Far

The ringing sound from my super loud alarm clock literally shook my entire bed, i struggled through my blurry vision to find that stupid clock. Picked it up, turned it off, and went back to sleep.

It was 6am, an hour before i woke up to get ready from skool, and an hour before my sister (i swear to god) nearly killed me. God, i did not even take a shower, heck, i even forgot to put on my socks. Aiz, so i came to school looking like i just smoked an entire bag of weed. Stoned.

Everything was going well, until Pn.Shalawati came in and asked Soo Huan whether she brought her hp(she did). She denied. So she told Hamizan and she brought in her SWAT team of fucking blue fuckheads into my class for a spot-check. They were looking up and down for her phone and guess what they found? My fucking phone. Haihz.. Im gonna kill that Jung Xian.. Or whatever the fuck his name is.

Other then the phone prob.. Liyana is suppose to go for this Leo Telematch thing. Yea, although she just enjoys torturing me by telling me the amount of hot guys that's suppose to turn up for that event. I cant help but be paranoid. Haha. I just cant help it. Moreover, the fact that shez only allowed to go out with me once a month just hit me. Hehe, it took a few weeks but i just realize that this reaaallly sucks. I mean seriously, once a month? Hmpf.

However, i have this theory about relationships. The key to a long and fun relationship is that a boyfriend shall not spend too much time with his girlfriend. Spend just a little bit less then enough time. Always keep yourself on your toes and of course, keep her wanting more. Once you do something big or romantic, keep your distance for awhile. It keeps the 'interestingnes' and adventure in a relationship. Hehe. Well, a month or so ago, i thought that my theory was slowly deteriorating when i heard that yam and juney call each other almost everyday and talk for hours. Then, they broke up.. Aahh. And so my theory once again, is flawless! Mwahhahaha..*cough* But now, i seem to call Liyana everyday. So, in order to honour my own theory i decided to stop calling for a few days. The problem is, she doenst even realise that i stop calling, she doesnt even call me or mentions about it..Hmm. Fuck lar, I'm back to square one.

Ee-Lynn has been added to my very small list of people that know about my blog. And she says that it would be nice if i included more about my classmated since i spend every single day with'em. Hmm.. and so i shall.


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2 faggots that i see everyday of my effing life..Haha.

Friday, February 25, 2005


Ok.. Drama didnt turn out as well as i thought. I think we got last or somtin, and i dont know how Jati got first. Maybe because they had Nat flashing off her assets. Hoho.

On the other hand, Liyana somehow won her debate thingy, yes i am happy for her but it's scaring me cuz if we ever got into a fight, dont think i have chance to actually win. Hehe. That's the down-side for having such a smart girlfriend, hmm.

I have been slacking on my duties as a troop leader rescently, fuck.. I forgotten about all the events and now i have to actually push some of 'em further in to the year cuz of the stupid 5 week PPD form policy. Aiz.. which reminds me that i have to have a small meeting with the entire coh to notify them about this. Isy.. 4 more months.. 4 more months!

Football. Havent been playing it since god knows when and now i totally fucking suck at it. Haihz, but we still managed to whoop some illegal immigrants from china's butt 4-2 today, mwahaa. No, im serious, they are illegal immigrants, or Andrew is just a fucking good liar.

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Huang and the hole in my classroom.

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ahh..love this picture.

I think i'll post some pictures.. Oops, i just did.

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Mr.Cheerleader/Drama/ "Can i go out with Kee Peng?"

Drama., drama, drama.

That's wat school is all about for the past few days. Hmm, worst is that i actually play a blind witch who shares her eyeball with 2 other witches. Hehe. Well the up-side of it is that i get to skip class.. Mwahaha. I dun really know why i even bother talking about it. It's so depressing, probably gonna embarass myself once again. Ahh, i'll just do it for Esther since she worked her ass off writing the whole script.

Anyway, Unggul. All the guys ditched me so i had to like jump around all alone with a bunch of gurls, got forced to shuffle (which i seeriously cant) and was asked to choreograph a 3 minute dance (no sweat, i choreograph dances all the time! rite?) Anywayz, thank god Liyana dropped by after her debate or not i'll be seriously booored. Well, actually.. I got a little pissed when almost all the cheerleaders left when Unggul started, aiz. As usual, i slacked again as Unggul Capt. Eeesh.

Ok, the biggest part of my day. First it was Wei Huang who said that he couldnt print the registration, then i forgot to finish my literature, then there was Liyana who asked me "Would it be ok if i went out with Kee Peng?". Niiice. Ok, firstly, i am not entitled to even answer that question, and i cant stop her from going to a 1on1 date with one of the guys that i hate the fucking-most. So i had to say yes. Hmpf.

Physics tution was ok, had fun annoying Juney. Hehe. I still dont get her and Yam.

Finally, i think that quite a number of people found out about my blog. Haihz, i trusted you guys!


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One of the gayest pics i have in my comp. Boon, me and Teoh

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Elevators and Valentine's

So it was Sunday,

Was suppose to go to Mid Valley cuz Liyana was really bored with 1u. But i still forced her to go to 1u because there isnt any movies available in Mid. We were suppose to meet at 12.00pm but as usual i woke up at 11.30pm.. Haha. Luckily, she called me and said she is going to be half and hour late. Thank god.

I got ready pretty fast , and reached there at 12.00pm. Woah, i was impressed by my ownself. I went straight to BK to get a bite while waiting for her. I met a few juniors there and one of them actually came up to me and said "Hi, sir." Although i was mighty impressed, i played cool by just smiling and replied with a simple "Hi." Mwhaha.

Then she arrived. She claimed she was tired because she was in Mid Valley in the morning with Kat. God knows what they were doing. Off to the movie then.

The movie was Constantine. Gooood movie. Angels, Demons, Angels getting killed, Demons getting killed, Rachel Weisz getting wet, getting to kiss Liyana in between scenes.. My kind of movie. Haha. So good that i think it is the only movie i actually 'watched' with Liyana. However, Liyana was busy salivating at the sight of that fag Keanu Reeves. Cheh.

Well, we just wondered around after that, stopped at freo to drink some drink called "Mango-Licious".

Then it came the time we went on the elevator. Yea, then.. U know. It's funny cuz if ppl came in we hafta like wait till they get out and i have to keep pressing the buttons so it will go back and forth from the basement to the top floor, then from the top to the basement. After 4 or 5 rounds, i got tired (of pressing the buttons..hehe. c'mon, i wont even get tired if i had to do it while running..haha).So i went out, i asked Liyana to tell me if i pressed the button would there be a sound. Just when i was about to press the button, the elevator went down 3 floors..fuck. Argh, went it came back we just did it one more time and then we left. Met up with Kat and her mum after that before she had to leave.

When i came back, it was all about Liyana's card. Slept not long after that.

So it was Monday,

Valentine's day. Helped Wei June and Ee-Lynn before school with the fuckload of flowers. I was practically running all over school because i wanted to put the card on Liyana's desk. Hmm, didnt manage to. Fucking Leo's. Haha.

But i did manage to do it when i was on my way back from the library, hoho. However, when i met her during recess.. Yes, she did not realize it was there.. Hmpf.

Im not gonna talk about the rest of my day in school cuz im kinda excited about what happened after. When i got back, i went straight to my room. I dumped my bag and stepped outside to turn the heater on. The weird thing was, when i got out, my whole family was staring while smiling at me, Ok, scariest thing i ever saw. Then they said.. "Go, you said u wanted to take a shower.. Go!"
I was like.. "Omg..What the fuck is wrong with you ppl!"

So i went back to my room.

Then there it was, a small, well wrapped, silvery-blue box. with a little ribbon on top. Then there was a red card next to it. I took a look at it. It was signed "Liyana". I have never been so happy for a long long time.

God, i love her.

That's it for today.. Off to do homework.

Sunday, February 13, 2005

18 Nov '05 ( i think)

"What did i just do?" The most memorable thing that i said to myself during leisure camp. Was thinking about it before memories from the best camp ever came flashing back b4 my eyes.

Haih.. here i go again with the pics.
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(clockwise from top left) Me and Rezzy, Kent and Kat, Fei Kin and Lynn (i think this is a beautiful picture), Me and Kent (Haha), Me and Ah Wei.
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Saturday, February 12, 2005

Gong Xi Gong Xi

Havent been updating my blog for some time cuz of the new year. Well, Chinese New Year.

The hourney to Penang was short. That was because my dad still thinks he's 25 and drov like a madman. It was suppose to take more then 4 hours but we reached under 3 hours flat. Haha. Well, we left at night so we reached in de morning. So, i just slept when we arrived at 2.00am.

So it was Tuesday. Woke up, and followed my cousin and my bro. Cousin wanted to see his friend so we just followed him. After that, we just drove around Penang. Stopped in a shopping complex, played multiple rounds of Pool, and damn.. Im so fucking good at that game. We took 3 hours to play 4 rounds. Haha. Went to fetch my uncle on the way back and then it was dinner and.. Ok, my cousin then called and invited us to this thing that her 'community' organised. When i was there, it didnt take me long to realize that the people there were scary looking, then only i came to realize that my cousin's husband happens to be some high ranking fella in some underground horse-racing company. Hmm.. Scary Shit. Oh yea, then there was one time when this fella decided to light some big-ass rocket horizontal-style which wreaked some havoc..Haha. Yea,dat was Tuesday.
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During the event that my cousin's community organized. Check out the amount of fireworks that got used up. Haha, it's enough to level a 3 storey building.

Visited on my late grandma's grave. Hmm, mom and all my aunties wept. Aihz.
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Well, the tradition was like this.. We visit our 1st aunt on the first day, 2nd aunt on the 2nd day
and so on. Well the only thing that stands out was the 1st day because my cousin's b'day was on the same day and we went to this club called Glo. Haha.. Yeap, first time clubber. It was dark so i didnt know wat we were drinking. Well, i know that she opened a bottle of Absolut Vodka but i didnt know what i was mixing it with. Then she toled me later on that it was.. Guess what? Ribena.

So, that was Chinese New Year. If you wanted me to tell you my Real CNY story, it would had took ages. Pictures do say a thousand words.. So, enjoy.
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Above : Me and my bro and sis; Below : Ahh, everybody in red.

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My favourite pic. That's my niece, Brina( dun really know how to spell her name). Cute as hell isnt she?

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Sis, Jwan and me.

Monday, February 07, 2005


Was suppose to leave to Penang last night when suddenly my mum found out that a damn pipe in front of my house exploded(well, somtin like dat lar). So, it got postponed to tonight.

So, here i go. Woke up kinda early this morning. I think it was around 11.Before i even took a shower, i went online. Suprised to see Liyana online but i wasnt as suprised as her seeing me cuz i told her i already left for Penang. Chatted with her until my mm interrupted by scolding me for not taking a shower. Haha, it's like im still 10 yrs old.

Then, mum suddenly wanted to go to The Curve cause she wanted to do some last minute shopping.After we reached, dad and Eddie took their haircuts in this 10 minute Epress Haircut thingy. Bro and I just wondered around, checking out ipods, and this big-ass sports shop(4got the damn name). Dad then called us for a drink in this place called Uncle Lim..Hehe. I think i read 6 chapters of Angels and Demons and an entire FHM magazine while waiting for my mum.

Came back and i did finishing touches to the card i made for Liyana for Valentine's. God, i am like so good in Photoshop..Haha. Watched Closer, yea.. the movie IS sick and twisted, but who cares? Natalie Portman is HOT.

Got depressed halfway through the movie and i decided to call Liyana. The best part was when i called her again after i the long conversation. I asked her whether shez gonna miss me and she said, "Did you even have to ask?" That's like the sweetest thing she ever said. Migawd, i felt like a 12 year old falling for a girl for the first time.

So here i am, minutes away from getting in the car. Happy Chinese New Year to whoever that's reading this. (Well, it's only either Krystal, June or Yam)

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Beautiful eh? (Am thinking abt the msg though)

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Girls Scouts / Gotong-royong / 73rd PJ / Valentine's Present

Well it started out with a normal scout meeting, blowing of whistles, the boys excitedly gathering in their lines, scouters being late, Johnny's being dumb. Well, the difference was a lot more people were in school today. There was this gotong-royong that's held nationwide to "membasmikan" the denggue crisis.

Everything was already planned out, delegation of jobs were made. Until, this teacher said she needed 50 scouts, and another teacher said she needed 10, and another, and another, and another. Fuck.

I actually promised my scouters that the recruits wont be involved in the gotong-royong, because they needed to learn up their "keahlian" syllabus. But since we have a shortage of man(and woman)-power . We had to use the recruits.

Despite all the work, I had fun. Delegating jobs, making sure everything runned smoothly, Nian King did a good job with the bakau shiftings, Kenchong with the bamboos, Jian Yau with the den, and Simon,Wing Chuan and Boon Liang kepts the school clean. Well, the part i enjoyed the most was communicating with my girl-scouts. I am like the first troop leader in 37th PJ who ever got the chance to do dat. I once asked this group of girls to help shift the bakau and they were like "EEYER, so dirty lar!" Hahahah.. Omg, i nearly laughed my ass off. The most fun i had in scouts.

After scouts, i was suppose meet Kat, Hunyee and Jeffrey in 1u at around 1.30pm. So when i reached 1u at around 3.00pm(hehe). They asked me to meet them in Mcdonalds. So we chatted for a while. The thing about Hunyee is, she knows exactly what im going through as a Troop Leader, i mean exactly. Kathryn kinda like told Hunyee that i always just stand around only asking ppl to do work and not doing anything else. Then she defended me by saying "That's what we're meant to do!" Sometimes i find it scary for a girl to know everything about what i have been through for 4 years with a big group of guys. Dont call me a sexist but it's true. Anyway, we just followed Kat around after that.

Kinda had a small family barbecue after that, which really sucked cause i like burnt all the lamb chops.. Haha. I cant cook. Haiz.. Was so full that i couldnt even move after the bbq (well, there were other food of course.. not just the "Farhan" lamb chops.)

Well, Birmingham got nailed by Man Utd. 2-0, Keane and Rooney. Missed half the match because i was talking with Liyana.

That was my day.

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Top : The Master at work; Middle : Family at work; Bottom : Me posing with Gary

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Yes, they were "impressed" by my cooking.. Haha.

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Bro cracking one of his lame jokes.

Saturday, February 05, 2005


Schooool... I didnt go to school today.

Well, i've been late for like four out of four days this week so when i saw the number "7.10" on my watch this morning. I didnt bother to wake up. I just couldnt be late for another damn day. Well, actually i took a shower, changed my clothes and ate my breakfast b4 deciding not to go..hehe. Even my 'Prefect' sister was faking illness.

So i went online in the morning. Hmm, was probably the first time i my contact list was reeeeed. So i went to read a little bit of Bio. Haha.. Yea.. Im just joking. I dropped bio la.

So, I slept.

Angelina Jolie and Jeniffer Garner were like naked and they were like crawling towards me until.. "Woi, wake up! Let's go for prayers!" Hmm.. Then i understood that things like that only happen in my dreams. My dad was already in his sarong and songkok.

During prayers.. Bro and I skipped Khutbah and chilled in the car listening to music. I think dat alone can send a person straight to hell.

Unggul today was shit.. Very little ppl turned up. Ironically, all of them had fun today. I accompanied some of the girls who wanted to run instead of playing Captain Ball. When we came back, i asked them to join the others. The girls had their own game and so did the boys. It was the first time i saw the entire Unggul squad having fun. Ahh.. So off to yam cha with Ben, which is a standard Unggul meeting ritual.

Didnt do much after that, Mum was lazy to send me to tution cuz she was busy marinating chicken, so she juz asked me to study. Which i did, i just updated my physics notes and read a little. No, im not joking this time. "Gelombang yang merambbat dari kawasan yang dalam ke kawasan yang cetek adalah setara dengan cahaya yang merambar dari medium yang kurang tumpat ke medium yang lebih tumpat."

Take that..bitch.

I just heard that Pn.Betty asked the afternoon sessioners to wear "Pakaian Sesuai" so now many of them are like confused. Haih. If they turn up without uniform tomorrow.. Im gonna fuck them up nicely. No excuse.

Argh.. i miss her like crazy.

Random pics...
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A big happy family. (with one person missing)

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Off to Hanis's Open House!!! My brother crashed his car 8 minutes after this pic was taken.
Just realised how short i am.

Thursday, February 03, 2005

A Very Short Day

Nothing special to write about what happened in school except for the first two periods which i got to spend with Liyana. I'm starting to like Wednesdays, especially when the field is unavailable, so we just get to chill in the basketball court with the girls. But still, i think im spending way too little time with her. Haih. Oh yea, Pn. Christena picked me to give a short announcement for English day tomorrow and i still have no fucking idea how am i gonna embarass myself in front of the whole school tomorrow. Haih.

When i got back from school.. Slept. Went to tution.. Came back.. Slept. But then i remembered that Krystal gave me a missed call. So i called her. She said that she was weak-spirited cuz she found out that Junn had started choreographing and she spilled Milo on the cheer namelist. Hmm.. and the worst part was when she said WE (the guys) are too weak. God am i gonna prove her wrong.

For some reason im missing Liyana like crazy now. Maybe it's time for me to tell her? Maybe it isnt. Hmm. Maybe im still not ready and i think its just best for me to shut up first. When will that day come?


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One of the great pleasures about going for a camp. A place where you go to every single day of your life, jammed pack with cars, teachers, students and prefects. And the pleasure of just sitting in the middle of that same place during the early hours of the day, empty..silent. It's an experience i wouldn't trade anything for.
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Saturday, January 29, 2005


I almost feel guilty for missing another day. I think im turning into somekinda blog addict. Scary shit.

So it was Thursday. Nothing much happened in school but i did go late.. They let me off without punishment because it was i am a virgin latecomer THIS year. Hoho. When i came back my bro gave me 10 minutes to get ready for tution. Was in the shower for 2 minutes.. Impressive eh? Grabbed my parang,(dunno why actually) ate a little Wantan Mee and zoomed off to tution. Well, not exactly, my bro had to send my cousin to the immigration office in State. So i was like 30 minutes late for tution. Mwhahaha.

1 and a half hours later, i waited for my bro for like 5 minutes, realising that he wasnt gonna come anytime soon i decided to go to Sandy Park for a little 'Choppy choppy'. It was fun, i killed 2 trees and i practically sliced an 8 feet tree into half. Bwahaha. In case you think im crazy and sadistic, i am chopping for firewood and leaves for my 'Kemahiran Camp' tomorrow.

Fast forward to this morning, went to skool late.. Again. It was my second time.. so they let me off again. The only memorable thing that happened today was Liyana being nice enough to come up to my class and see me. I know it seems like a small thing but for some reason i am might glad that she came. Hmm. Oh yea, that bitch ass Pn.Christena was abscent so ULBS was cancelled. Wgahahhaa.

When i came back, we didnt go for Friday prayers because it was 1.30pm and we were still at Giant Supermarket. Mum had to buy a few things. I still feel guilty as hell. Kok Shiong came after that because he had to discuss some things with my bro. I left to Atria at around 2.55pm, i went to cut my hair before going to school for Unggul.

As usual, it sucked. We couldnt do anything else because we had to train for 'Merentas Desa' and we couldnt use the field. I am very glad that King has been super coorperative. However i think that i am slacking in my Unggul duties. Damn. Wanted to play ' Captain Ball, 30 seconds into the game and it was alreeady 5.30pm. Hehe, Ben wasted his breath.

Followed Marcus to chop some banana leafs before going to have a drink with Ben in Jelutong. Waited for an hour before my mum, no, my aunt showed up. Man, me and Ben seriously can talk a lot of cock.. Hahaha. When we reached my house, he decided to walk back. Felt kinda bad though. And t what i have been doing from then to now is either packing or eating.

So, Kemahiran Camp is tomorrow, and i seriously hope that it goes well and i dont embarass myself. Well, it's gonna be fun.. I think.

Off to sleep.

since im in the scouting mood.
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one of 37th troop's best kept traditions.. ragging juniors. Mwahaha.

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of course it wasn't always the juniors that got ragged.

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i was just trying to bring some culture into the troop.. haha.

Thursday, January 27, 2005


Another random pic.
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My lovely table. Books, Walkie-talkies, perfume, ointment, blades, puncher, keys and other shit.

Tree Choppin'.

Kin Ian ffk me in the end. So i had to go with my brother. Right after dropping my grandma at her hse we went to Megah Field. Hmm, my bro called Jia Pin out to witness me perform a killing spree on Megah Trees. Hohoho.

Obviously, the thing couldnt fit in my bro's car. We could had left it in Jia Pin's house and pick it up the day after. But nooooo.. My bro refused. This is what he did.
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'nuff said.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Fuckeroo.. I Skipped a Day.

The thing about 1u is that u can never walk through the entire complex without seeing a familiar face. It's a magical place. Haha.

I was there with mum and dad at first, dad was picking out new spectacles, hmm. Was about time he changed his specs. Anyway, they were nice enough to let me skip tution.. weird. So i met up with bro,Steph and Nat. Walked around for awhile before meeting up with Farhan. We bumped into my old friend, Zul.. Fuck he's tall. He's alot nicer now, i remember we used to fight like ALOT last time. Steph bought a stuffed doggie.

The next day.. School! Nothing much happened in school just that lot's of school work and people pissing me off put me in a reaaal bad mood. First it was Krystal wanting to quit (which was probably the worst thing that can happen to unggul), then it was Marcus and Kin Ian irritaing me, Kin Ian also forgot to bring the Rm600 i told him to, then it was the fucking ULBS which i had to do with Nimalan. Haih, the only good part of my day was spending PJ period with Liyana.

Had a Kemahiran Camp briefing after that, nothing much, just that Ting Sen said the t-shirt was ugly (judging by his fashion sense.. didnt really bother me). However, 7/14 ppl thought it was ok. which is good enuff.

Just came back from tution, and im suppose to go chop firewood with Kin Ian now.. Hope that goes well after a reaaallly fucky fucky day. To the wilds! God im lame.

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Missing School and T-shirts.

Since i was too damn tired to blog yesterday night, i'll just do it now.

Woke up at 9.30 when school was suppose to start two hours earlier. Missing 2 periods of Physics, unable to sign the Kemahiran Camp letter and not handing up my karangan. Those weren't the first things that when through my mind. It think it was "She's going to kill me."

She told me the day before that she was going to school because she had this Bio PEKA that she couldn't miss. I tried figuring out all sorts of excuses but i ended up deciding that oversleeping would be the best excuse. However, nevertheless, i felt guilty for missing school, i already did the week before and here i am doing it again. I even tried to calm myself down by lying to myself that i missed school just so that i would miss 2 periods of free Bio periods in the library reading "Calvin and Hobbes". Then i thought to myself, i love "Calvin and Hobbes". Fuck.

I read a little Chemistry before shifting my attention to the computer. Suprise, suprise.. Krystal and Sonia missed school too. Haha. Sonia practically wasn't even talking so i chatted with Krystal. Yes, she finally asked the awkwards question and yes we finally cleared the air between us. "It's all in the past." She said. As relieve as i can be, it's all over? Hmm.

Spent the rest of my day designing troop t-shirts, did 4 designs altogether, the bear i choose to put on the shirt ended up NOT looking like a bear for some people. There was Krystal "The Lion looks a lil weird." and then there was Wei June "I like the Dog." Thanks a lot people.

Went for tution and came back, and i got my cap back from Steph that she stole during leisure camp. Continued with my t-shirt!

Called her during the night. Her dad picked up and said she was busy. Well, off to dinner then.
Three steps down the staircase and the phone started to ring. "Hi, Liyana." Conversation wasnt longer then 15 minutes due to excessive hungriness.. Hehe. Told her to come online later to show her my 'masterpiece'.

Chatted a lot when she was online. She said the troop-t wasnt THAT bad, especially the front, and she also said the pink shirt thingy was "Veeerrryyy good". Haha. F-l-a-t-t-e-r-e-d. Went offline like an hour after that. God, I miss her.

Watched Fahrenheit 9/11 with cousins after that and i tried to blog but i slept. Aihz, on more day closer to SPM. Happy Thaipusam, people.

Monday, January 24, 2005

Meet the Parents/Fockers

I think from now on i am going to use proper.. um, "tanda baca" from now on.. im going to start every sentence with a capital letter. Haha. God im weird.

Anyway, i pretty much couldnt sleep the whole night and i woke up super early. I think it was around 10.30am. I know it sounds a little corny, but.. i was really excited about today. Haha. Right after i got out of bed i went straight down to have breakfast. I was shocked to find my entire family having breakfast without me. Hmm, sad. When i was about to gobble down leftover lemangs.. Mum treated me like a 5 year old and asked me whether i have brushed my teeth,. I was suprised that the entire table was shocked when i said i have not. Hmm, izzit just them or am i really that disgusting?

I killed the remaining 2 hours by hittint the Ps2. Played Snake Eater.

Yes, the time has finally arrived! Bwahaha. Took a another shower, changed clothes and interrupted my brother from his book reading session. Then Lik Kent called, asking for a lift. My mum wanted to follow all of a sudden so i had to wait for her too. It was already 12.45 and i am supposed to be in 1u by 1pm which is 45 minutes before showtime to collect our tickets. Of course it was already 12.55pm when we hit Taman Megah. So, i had to call liyana whose already in 1u to collect the tickets for me. OH MY GOD!!! I just forgot... I let her pay for the tickets. Fuck.

When we reached, i got a phone call from Liyana. She said the second scariest thing any girlfriend could say (the scariest is when she says "I met this guy..."). "Hey zyl.. my mum and dad wants to meet ya." Of course i thought she was joking and i just laughed and asked where she was. "Meet me in front of the restaurant opposite Tower Records." OK.. so i went. Met up with her and she says "They're inside.. And if you don't, they say i'm not allowed to go out with you anymore." Holy Fuck i thought she was kidding! My heart was pounding against my ears and i was expecting the worst. Then, she just grabbed my hand and pulled me into the restaurant.

"Hi, uncle.. Hi, auntie." That was pretty much all the words that i could think of. Well, he asked me to have a sit.. Asked my name and all that stuff. Still terrified although he was nice. 5 minutes later he said i can leave.. But he wont let me go without giving me a warning, "Don't do anything naughty ok?" Fuck.

Movie was great, ate in KENNY Roger's. After that, walked around for about 10 minutes until Kat and Lik Kent said they wanna split because they wanted to do their own 'stuff'. Haha. So me and Liyana walked around. Yea.. that's all we did.. walked around for half an hour. Well, it was 6.00pm and it was time for her to go back when her mum called and said she's coming to pick her up at 7.00pm. Then she asked me.."What are we gonna do?" I replied with "Let's go to Padini." I don't know where that came from but she agreed.
I asked he

When we were there, we came across this pink shirt. I asked her whether she thinks i would look sexy in it? She said.. "I am not talking to you ever again if you even touch it." To humour her, i grabbed it and walked to the nearest changing room. What happened next is left to your imagination.

I called Lik Kent and he said he was in a cab on his way back. Stupid fella, could had fetched him back since my bro was already in 1u. Anyway, Liyana had to go home not long after that. Sent her off at the bus stop and met up with my brother in OSC after that. Sonia, Natalia and Heng Joon was over there so we chilled for awhile. Bro sent them back and headed home.

Cousins came over with their new Gen2. Took a shower and had dinner with them. So that was my day. Met her parents and watched Meet the Fockers. Ironic isnt it?

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lik kent is going to kill me.(random pic)

Sunday, January 23, 2005

super scouts and a rendang overdose. (villa got hammered too)

the alarm clock my cousin gave to me turned out to be pretty damn effective.. the ring actually causes your damn brain cells to vibrate. and that kinda keeps you up and no, you cant go back to sleep.

so it was 7.15am and i was suppose to have breakfast with bro's friends at 7.00am. left the house 30 minutes later, picked up gabriel and shot off to school. i didnt bother to wear my uniform to scouts so i just put on a mufty and a red reebok cap. the thing that scared me was that st.johns had an official meeting. and the school was packed with johnny's. hmm, and we only had like 15 scouts or so that turned up for a crash course.
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mr.fazil for the day.

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well.. not exactly 15 ppl.. but, we still lost to johnny's.

well, marcus handled the istiadat and he made me take a picture of him doing it because he said it was his first and only time.. haha, fecking joker. well, there was only six seniors there and i just thought.. what the hell? i wasnt wearing my uniform anyway. so he did it.
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something seems funny to them.

after that the juniors broke into two.. usaha and maju. ernie and wing chuan joined maju because they were taking king scouts. so maju trained for pioneering and usaha did their marching and flagging test. marcus brought the maju ppl to gather the bakau so i just chilled with usaha. they requested to practice their marching and tan gave them half an hour. as much as i want to congratulate them for even bothering to re-take their usaha, their marching s-u-c-k-e-d.
chilled with them and of course.. as a good 'papa-bear' i gave them a few pointers and tips.
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look at that.. aih.

suprisingly, boon liang was there so it wasnt a boring day after all. oh yea, lik kent was there too so it was impossible for it to be boring.. haha. yea, we cracked a few jokes here and there until there was a time when tan and gabriel forced me to eat a packet of oreos that they found in the den and god knows how long itz been there and where it's been. yum. and there was also a time when lik kent got forced to walk all the way to atria to photostat something and buy drinks (the photostat shop wasn't even opened so he actually had to wait..haha.) while all of this was heppening my brother was busy reading dan brown's 'da vincci code'. god knows what got into him.
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boon liang fooling around and my bro reading his book.

after that, me and yam decided to chill with the maju dudes, who were at the bakau shack. we were there for not even 5 minutes when my bro arrived and claimed that he couldnt concentrate with boon liang and lik kent there. who can blame him?
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i can't help it but i find my sitting position very lady-like.. hmm.

marcus then came, being the monkey that he is he decided to climb the computer building. he didnt really get far but it's still worth mentioning.. haha. then tai jia came along too. then there came a point when i was talking to the both of them, telling them that if anything like this(muyinn) ever happens again, i would really appreciate of all of them were behind me. and then marcus joked about that he was always behind me but i was never behind him or something like that. don't think he got what i meant.

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"marcus the monkey" himself.

speak of the devil, muyinn arrived. didnt wanna start anything stupid so i just decided to leave. had a glimpse of that fucker, said bye to the other scouters and left. it was then when he yelled 'faisal..come here!' so my bro went . i waited in the car for like 15 minutes. wheny bro got in, he said that muyinn talked some shit about me and being the good bro that he is.. he fucked him back by saying straight to him that he was a coward for not confronting me by himself.
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tan and gabriel.

went to jelutong for awhile and met philip there. bro talked to him about some collgege stuff and then we left to pick up my sister from sandy park. when i came out to get her there was this girl who yelled out "faziiill..!!! looking good!"
holly hell, it was khing wei. haha. i replied with a nervous wave. shot off back home straight after that.
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bro and his stupid book.

the moment i got back, i didnt had time to eat because my mum just pushed a fuck load of house work to me because we were having a 'kenduri' for my late grandad later that night. ate lots of lemang after that and went to sleep shortly after that. woke up at 4.. then, called Kat to confirm what movie we're watching.. no horror movies so 'saw' is out. so we decided on Meet the Fockers. liyana agreed.. so, Meet the Fockers it is. and after that.. more work!

the kenduri went well, nobody complaint and the food was great. didnt do much work cleaning up because i was busy watching footie. man utd 3 - aston villa 1. eat shit villa.
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during the kenduri, dina trying to be cute.

well, that was my day, really looking forward to tomorrow for really obvious reasons..sometimes i think i miss her too damn much, haha. and krystal if you're reading this, bite me.. i blogged only once today. rawr!

Saturday, January 22, 2005


as usual i got bored and decided to fiddle around with my photoshop..mwahahha.

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this one is from the photo i took when i was posing during service.. sexy as hell am i?

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actually did this some time ago.. just wanna put it up for obvious reasons.

day's not over

tomorrow there is a crash course for usaha and maju for the from 3's. and apparantly mr.muyinn is does not allow the COH of 37th troop to be present. now what in the fucking hell is that all about? not only that, he says only five people can be present.. 10 points for guessing who they are. damn, told that to my bro and he also thinks he's full of shit.
one day when i am leaving this troop im gonna tell him straight up that. he has done nothing but disgrace himself,the uniform and the entire movement by just stepping in our troop and how he has the balls to harness every single bit of courage to show his face is still beyond my understanding.

on the other hand, my baby is suppose to confirm whether our date is still on.. well, she says that her mum still stands between me and the both of us celebrating our 2 months. fingers crossed, and i hope she doesnt have to break my heart again. oh god plz make her go..

matrix. that was where i was suppose to meet up with krystal, aqmil and all if it wasnt for the usaha/maju crash course. only if i found out about muyinn earlier. fucking bastard he is.

fingers still crossed.

Friday, January 21, 2005

'cow-slaughtering' day

blogging.. it wasnt even 3 hours ago that i thought i was the only person in the world that hated this so damn much. people actually publicise their feelings for the entire world to see? what the hell is that?

ahem.. anyway, today is hari raya haji. the day where muslim people sacrifice animals and donate it to the poor. animal rights violation or a good deed? straight answer but still debatable. went for prayers in the morning with bro and dad.. who nearly killed me because i woke up 5 minutes b4 the prayer started. came back, off to aunt's house.. back again to have lunch with my chinese cousins (yea.. hari raya with chinese cousins, very normal in this strange life of mine)

today is extra special because 2 months ago, SHE said yes. haha.. missing her like craazy at the moment and yes i just saw her yesterday. being like the sadists that she is.. she's probably admiring the sight of an innocent animal getting it's head chopped of. haha.. not everybody enjoys having a sadistic girlfriend buti happen to be one of the few.

back to the first thing i was talking about, why on earth did i start this blog? mostly it's because of the amount of things that happened yesterday. cheerleading,lesbians and a guy named noah. believe it or not that pretty much sums up everything that happened in the last 24 hours or so. well, hopefully this blog will last longer then that.

the thing about kin ian is that he is a multi-dimensional freak show. one of'em is the msn-fuck-head,wei june's overprotective boyfriend,37th troop's treasurer and well, kin ian. 2 out of 4 of them are bastards.don't want to go into detail cuz i am just sick of that fella fucking me up for no damn reason. how can he find me joking about him not wishing me happy raya offensive? if ur reading this.. nibble on some balls, fag.

and i made a new wallpaper!
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and sometimes something that ends after a day comes back years later..
clueless on what im talking about rite? me too.